The Wayfarer's Resolve: A Christ-Centred New Beginning
When the road ahead feels uncertain, the Wayfarer learns to let go, forgive, and trust God finding strength for a new Christ-centred future.
SOJOURNER
Wandering Armenian
10/2/20253 min read


The Wayfarer's Resolve: A Christ-Centred New Beginning
The Wayfarer's hands had grown rough from years of service. For three decades, he'd travelled to places most people only saw on the evening news-refugee camps, earthquake zones, villages devastated by drought. As an aid worker, he'd held the hands of the dying, distributed food to the hungry, and rebuilt homes swept away by floods.
But time has a way of changing everything.
The organization he'd poured his life into began shifting priorities. New leadership brought new directions, ones that valued efficiency over compassion, metrics over mercy. Slowly, the work that had once filled him with purpose began to slip through his fingers like sand.
Then came the decisions he'd replay in his mind a thousand times. The project he'd championed failed. The colleagues and close friends he'd trusted had turned their back on him-the very ones for he had walked the extra mile some years ago. The funding disappeared overnight, leaving communities and its reputation in ruins.
The anxiety arrived quietly at first. A tightness in his chest during morning prayers. Sleepless nights wondering how to provide for his family. But it was his wife's face that haunted him most-the woman who'd stood beside him through everything, now bearing stress lines he'd helped create, that’s what he believed. Her hair, once rich and dark, showed streaks of premature grey. Her breathing, laboured from mounting worry. Even the work she got could barely meet a few expenses.
And he felt he'd done this to her. To them.
One morning, standing in their modest kitchen, the Wayfarer stared at his callous hands. These hands had rebuilt so much for others. Could they rebuild his own life? Would he ever see his dear wife again with a smile of joy and peace? Would the couple be able to have both their sons with them under one roof? The questions were too hard to answer.
Then suddenly like a flash of lightening, words from Ecclesiastes 3:11 surfaced like a whisper: "He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end."
Not will make. Not might make. But has made -past tense, already accomplished in God's eternal now.
Something shifted. The Wayfarer realized he'd been carrying burdens Christ never asked him to bear. The bitterness toward those who'd wronged him. The shame over mistakes made. The desperate need to fix everything himself.
That morning, he made a choice: to forgive, not because they'd apologized, but because Christ had forgiven him. To release the past, not by forgetting, but by trusting God to redeem it. To stop lamenting, not by denying his pain, but by believing the Master who'd sustained him through wars and famines would guide him through this too.
The idea came simply. Bread. Cakes. The work of his hands, transformed. Not just a business, but a ministry, where each loaf could be an offering, each sale a conversation, each table a testimony to the God who makes all things new.
His home would become his workshop. The oven, his pulpit. And every aroma rising from his kitchen would carry the fragrance of grace.
Because he'd learned what Isaiah 43:19 proclaimed: "See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?"
The Wayfarer couldn't see the fullness of God's plan. He didn't know if this venture would succeed by the world's standards. But he knew the One who held his future and that was enough.
Reflection for Believers
You find yourself where the Wayfarer once stood, staring at the rubble of broken dreams, carrying guilt over wrong turns, watching loved ones suffer consequences you helped create. The weight feels unbearable. The future, uncertain.
Here's what the Wayfarer learned: God doesn't waste our wilderness seasons. Every failure, every betrayal, every anxious night. He can weave it into something beautiful. Not by erasing our past, but by redeeming it.
The call isn't to have it all figured out. It's to release what you're clutching so tightly, the bitterness, the shame, the need to control outcomes. Forgiveness isn't weakness; it's freedom. Trust isn't naivety; it's wisdom.
When you can't see the path forward, remember: God has already made it beautiful in His time. Your job isn't to understand the entire design but rather to take the next faithful step.
What new thing is God inviting you into today? It might not look like what you expected. It might be smaller, quieter, more ordinary than your former glory. But if it's Christ-centred, if it's rooted in trust rather than striving, it will be enough.
Let go. Forgive. Rise. The Master who carried you through your past will not abandon you in your future. And the best part? He's already at work making it beautiful, you're just beginning to perceive it.
